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Fight Left In Me

by Emma Cook

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1.
Diamonds 04:03
You had it all figured out but you can’t afford this town It’s not the stuff that dreams are made of now that you’ve hit the ground A sea of faces looking down Trying to drown out the incessant sounds Smiling pictures of yourself Trying to squeeze blood from a stone Don’t give me your diamonds they all look the same Give me the parts that didn’t make it into the frame No don’t give me your diamonds oh give me everything Cuz I know what you are, you know what you are, I know what you are You finally make the call Try not to obsess at all But no one wants to pick up their phone And now your covers blown When you really want to turn and run And you need to reach out and touch someone No you don’t need to pretend with me When you feel like you’ve come undone So don’t give me your diamonds they all look the same Give me the parts that didn’t make it into the frame No don’t give me your diamonds, give me everything Cuz I know what you are, you know what you are, I know what you are When everything is easy, when everything is as it should be
2.
Tired 03:07
Kept out of sight and out of mind You were the photograph I couldn’t find Just up ahead around the bend I couldn’t catch you even if I tried Like a ghost in the halls You came and were gone Yeah you haunted me, you haunted me I was always surrounded By the girl I thought I ought to be, I ought to be But I got tired of living under your invisible thumb And I got tired of always being wrong And I got tired of being dutifully beautiful And I got tired of the shape of it all In empty rooms, I reached for you But I was the crack that you were falling through I might as well have slept on the couch It’s not as if you ever knew In the still of the night When I close my eyes Awake at last, awake at last You broke all the parts of me That make the whole You set a trap, you set a trap But I got tired of living under your invisible thumb And I got tired of always being wrong Yeah, I got tired of being dutifully beautiful And I got tired of the shape of it all
3.
At first I was afraid to call it by its name Totalled not just maimed At first I didn’t believe that you would really leave I thought that we’d be okay Let me let you go, let you go gracefully Take back all your words, all the perfect things you said to me Let me let you go Let me let you go and you’ll see There’s fight left in me There’s fight left in me You told me from the start that you would break my heart I said you sell yourself short Than I messed up royally and it ended up on me Now I wish that I could press rewind Cuz you pulled me out of myself like no one else Before you Than you shot me dead on the floor Right before you Let me let you go, let you go gracefully Take back all your words, all the perfect things you said to me Let me let you go Let me let you go and you’ll see There’s fight left in me There’s fight left in me
4.
I Will 03:17
I can hear the sound of a million whispers The temperature has been falling all day Your eyes are darting around like a caged bird But you always did things in a roundabout way Maybe wasn’t the scenery that was wrong Yeah baby we were the problem all along And I will get over you, I will, I will After everything we’ve been through, I will, I will Won’t come running back to you, I will, I will I will get over you I feel the weight of your stolen kisses A reminder of where we started from You couldn’t just leave peacefully You had to blow us into oblivion Maybe wasn’t the scenery that was wrong Yeah baby we were the problem all along And I will get over you, I will, I will After everything we’ve been through, I will, I will Won’t come running back to you, I will, I will I will get over you And I will get over you, I will, I will After everything we’ve been through, I will, I will Won’t come running back to you, I will, I will I will get over you
5.
Messed It Up 03:21
Lately I’ve been feeling Like I’m losing time Floating through the day Like it isn’t even mine Forgotten what it feels like To be young When every moment hits you Like your life has just begin But I messed it up so good How do I get back How do I get back Yeah I messed it up so good How do I get back But I messed it up so good How do I get back How do I get back Yeah I messed it up so good How do I get back I’ve been thinking about The stream behind your place Where we used to catch crayfish The thrill of the chase Lost in the forest Playing hide and seek Nowhere to go And everywhere to be But I messed it up so good How do I get back How do I get back Yeah I messed it up so good How do I get back But I messed it up so good How do I get back How do I get back Yeah I messed it up so good How do I get back
6.
In my dream I’m going to the ocean Can you smell the salt in the air Can you feel my skin bare And soaking up the sunshine In my dream you are lying with me Time moves slowly, relaxed and sweet You have time to touch my body Tasting wine and salt and heat Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh We talk about the mundane All the things we never got to say Every moment missed Every day without your kiss In my dream you are lying with me Time moves slowly, relaxed and sweet You have time to touch my body Tasting wine and salt and heat Dream on baby dream on Dream on, dream on Dream on baby dream on Dream on, dream on In my dream you are lying with me Time moves slowly, relaxed and sweet You have time to touch my body Tasting wine and salt and heat
7.
Every day he’s waking up with his head all messed up But he don’t want to talk about it Lately he’s been running ‘round trying to find solid ground But he don’t want to talk about it Found a house and tried to make a home But the wallpaper wouldn’t stick Crashing bodies but he’s still all alone And now the drugs won’t do the trick He went down a winding road and Always failed to put down roots Where the flowers grow, the flowers grow But he’s trudging through the deep deep snow Not sure which way to go To get back home, to get back home And he’s been brought to his knees Oh dragons nipping at his feet Ooh Tries her best to break his fall wondering why he doesn’t call Yeah she just wants to talk about it Don’t you talk to me like that I raised you, you little brat She just wants to talk about it Catapult to the fall Gathers ammo for us all And no one can tell him what to do Grown man with something to prove Oh and he’s been brought to his knees Oh ooh dragons nipping at his feet Oh ooh he’s been brought to his knees Oh ooh dragons nipping at his feet Oh Oh he’s been brought to his knees Oh Oh
8.
Grow Up 03:29
I feel good about this thing that we’re doing I don’t want to play around Have I said too much already You seem a little freaked out And I feel good about the feel of your body I feel good about the way that you touch me Yeah I feel good, I feel good, I feel good, I feel good, I feel good So grow up, grow up, grow up Baby grow up Yeah show up, show up, show up Baby show up Give up your cool and don’t react I’m perfect for you You’re like a kid in a candy shop Eyes so wide that you can’t decide But there is nothing tastier than me So boy just make up your mind And I feel good about the feel of your body Yeah feel good about the way that you touch me Yeah I feel good, I feel good, I feel good, I feel good, I feel good So grow up, grow up, grow up Baby grow up Yeah show up, show up, show up Baby show up Give up your cool and don’t react I’m perfect for you
9.
Going Insane 03:58
I’ve lived my life in technicolour Didn’t follow the rules I thought that I could do anything I put my mind to Chin up took a chance Had my head held high Dedication It used to be alive And my rose coloured glasses are smashed into smitherines It turns out I’m not as invincible as I seem Why do I feel like I’m going insane (Ahhhhh) Forget my heart, it’s my head that’s breaking I really feel like I’m losing touch (Ahhhhh) The filters broke and I’m feeling way too much Look at you sleeping Like the world isn’t burning up Where is the kindness Oh where is the love Head down zombie walk We’re all breaking down Isolation It doesn’t make a sound And I used to feel like I could do anything But now it seems I’m terrified of everything Why do I feel like I’m going insane (Ahhhhh) Forget my heart, it’s my head that’s breaking I really feel like I’m losing touch (Ahhhhh) The filters broke and I’m feeling way too much Its not my heart its my head
10.
Sad Boy 02:22
Four or five and told you are a prize Fifteen, sixteen, they don’t know you are alive So so pretty, here for you you perv withholding the love that you deserve Asleep alone and hate when you’re awake Mornings are cold and bitter you rage Oh Oh Oh sad sad boy Oh Oh Oh you’ve lost your toy Oh Oh Oh sad sad boy Oh Oh Oh you’ve lost your toy Grown man, tall man, you are a gentleman In the basement, you find your countrymen Half lit screen lit you cry out for revenge Angry little baby you will plough them dead No no window to let the light in Waging war on natural selection Oh Oh Oh sad sad boy Oh Oh Oh you’ve lost your toy Oh Oh Oh sad sad boy Oh Oh Oh you’ve lost your toy
11.
Please don’t open your eyes I want to stay a little longer Form a picture in my mind Before I have to leave forever Cuz I can’t stay this time This kind of love it isn’t mine I have strayed too long Out of the lines I tried to make believe But there’s no room to breath No I can’t stay this time You are good and kind Yeah you are the best of us I am never satisfied You can’t compete with this wanderlust Cuz I can’t stay this time This kind of love it isn’t mine I have strayed too long Out of the lines I tried to make believe But there’s no room to breath No I can’t stay this time I have a lump in my throat Where is my fucking coat That’s all she wrote

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I’ve always used music as a kind of gateway to processing the difficult times in my life, and Fight Left In Me started in a similar way. However, as I began writing, I ended up turning outwards, and drew inspiration from the experiences of people close to me, with a little sprinkling of my imagination. Many of the stories that circulate on the album draw from the nooks and crannies, from the unsung and under the radar experiences of (mostly) women who are in the time of their life when their own personal identity is often tangled up with those close to them, be it partners, children and parents.

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released November 4, 2021

All songs written by Emma Cook
Produced by Andrew Rasmussen
Mixed by Cameron Lister
Mastered by Philip Shaw Bova
Vocals - Emma Cook
Keyboards, Piano, Bass - Andrew Rasmussen
Bass and guitars - Alex Dobson
Guitars - Feurd Ian Robertson Moore

This project is funded in part by FACTOR, the Government of Canada and
Canada’s private radio broadcasters.
Ce projet est financé en partie par FACTOR, le gouvernement du Canada et les radiodiffuseurs privés du Canada.

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Emma Cook Huntsville, Ontario

Produced by
Andrew Rasmussen
(touring keyboardist for the likes of
Carly Rae Jepsen, Wake Owl, Twin Bandit, Hannah Georgas, Hey Ocean)
Emma's new album
takes a deep dive into the nooks &
crannies, and under the radar experiences of (mostly) women who are in the time of their life when their own personal identity is often tangled up with those around them.
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